Procasination is an art

Even after awesome things i did throughout 2013, (referring the previous post),
I, personally, have gotten lazy, i have lost my will of self discipline. I like delaying everything, i tend to put people i was close to as priority number, (yes, i was close with someone) and i totally forgot about the real deal of life is. It did took a toll on me with very very devastating results and made me lost my prized passion which i would not discuss here.

Yes, i made very very dumb mistakes, which initially i didnt regret, but eventually, and throughout, and still, and until now, i really really regret. Everything was put to wasted and resulted in total loss. I've lost my peace of mind. It was initially due to external factors or a liability of being afraid to lose something, but that was history and i lost it with other losses too, but the peace of mind however, is still lost. Things just keep haunting and haunting me. Its either i am lost in transition or i am really2 lost.

I am right now, suffering a severe case of insomnia, no matter how tired i feel, i end up sleeping at 3am and before that attempted to sleep around 1am and just staring and playing with my phone. The peace of mind is lost.

Procasination has sort of became some kind of addiction in me, its like challenging yourself to get better and better at it. Though achieving the challenge comes at great cost, i end up working inefficiently.

I just dont what to let go off right now, i feel like swimming suddenly.

Year in Review 2013

So yesterday as I was wandering around while doing my work and procrastinating, as people at my age would do, they would start watching youtube videos. At every end of the year, there will be a youtube video called,  Youtube Rewind. Recently Youtube Rewind 2013 is finally out! Its not even the 2nd part of December yet, but it was awesome!!! last year's theme was Gangnam Style, this year.... drumroll... it was, WHAT DOES THE FOX SAY! haha

Here's the awesome video

So that was youtube's year in review, so what about yours?

Anyway, this is my 2013 year in review, I may not remember it all, but I will try my best

Gained my Bronze Lifesaving Medallion
Won 3rd Place in a competition and Rm1000 with it
Went to Pulau Perhentian
Scuba Diving and Snorkling!
Internship for 3 months
Became a swimming pool lifeguard and a swimming instructor
Learned Muay Thai, Boxing and Brazillian Jiujitsu,
Went to an MMA event!
Finally met an online friend of mine i've known for 7-8 years in real life
Watched fireworks at Putrajaya!
and many other fun and stupid stuff haha

I guess 2013 was a lot of fun, there was one thing that i love about 2013 the most, I met a lot of awesome people and had a lot of fun with new and old friends, so many to mention,I love you guys <3 p="">

Peace out!